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I'm back, and I'm almost 32!

Hello! 

You could only ever be a me that looks back - neck turned, eyes reaching out for connection. 

I see you, and I see you

-

Thank you, and sorry. I know you're sorry for not writing. I'm sorry too, now. 

I guess I... time healed me. 

And I didn't need to write this stream of consciousness stuff any more.


I look back at these posts now in 2026, and I find such pride in my writing. Not just because I wrote all of it before LLMs went public, but because I was so brave to put things down. Creative Courage - I tell this to my students all the time. And i practiced it, when i was you

When I was you :) 

Or rather, when you read this - when you were me 

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I am now at PROLOGUE, a coffee shop that the wife likes at Millenia Walk. 

Oh > I am married. But of course you already know that. 

The act of writing is a strange one isn't it? I am trying to write to a past self that will never see or read this, for a future self that I only hope might


Staccato text, dashes before emdashes were cool. Short, sharp breaths of text that I exhale - along with my own sadnesses and depressionzzz


I don't need this anymore, but...

..

thank you.

thank you :)

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